Listening to: Jesse McCartney - Body Language
i think i just realised it a little too late...
today, i was so surprised by their visit!
Jasmine and Shouko visited me and even waited for me to have late lunch/early dinner with them. i am so sorry for making them wait so long because of some anal reasons. i totally appreciate them for taking the time to come by and accompany! =D
on the other hand, i was contemplating... so much. and the songs they were playing in the PA was not helping since... well, the person is already overseas like there's more that i could do.
argh, to realise something like that a little too late is just really... disappointing. because i lost that chance and who knows when it'll come again.
ohh... and to those who belittle others just because they are of different face you better watch out. because there will always be others who will also look down on your type.
everytime someone learns that i'm that, they tend to think i'm here for work because i'm poor and that my family needs money. well guess what! i'm not that desparate for money. you guys who discriminates others can shove the money up your arses and make it come out of your nose. what? we can't be rich in your eyes? we can't be smart in your eyes? we're the ones who clean up after you only? is that it?
i'm not dumb. i can totally undertand what's going on. if you have to actually whisper behind my back about it, this just goes to show how much of a coward you are.
you're pathetic to actually point out the weeds of my garden but you didn't even realise that yours is not in a much better state anyway.
guess what? turn out the lights. so am i any darker or lighter now then you are?
