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Showing posts with label reflections. Show all posts
Showing posts with label reflections. Show all posts

Tired Of You Being Tired Of Me.

Mood: Swimming with the Fishes

^it is grammatically wrong, I see...

I want to try writing songs.
And I'll name it something as cool as my mood.

The world may turn cold but my waters will stay warm
So I'm gonna dive, gonna go swimming with the fishes..

Yupp, somewhere along these lines.
My chorus shall end around there.

Recently, I've been daydreaming about playing the piano.
Like I'd put out my hand and lay them out like I'm placing them on the keys.
I want to learn... but reading those lines and squiggly things, it'll be like grade 1 of violin class.
UGH.


Getting Jiggy With it.

mood: exhausted
listening to: alex goot - breathless

you can breathe while i
i will suffocate myself
what is it about you
you can breathe while i'm
out of oxygen tonight
what is it about you
that leaves me breathless
you leave me so breathless
you leave me so breathless (yes)

and now i can't be
out of sight
out of mind
out of the side of you

so in 2 weeks mum'll be back while i'll be having my mid-sem tests.
company law was just over a day ago on friday,

my high level has escalated its norm and went on to continue until friday night.
it was crazy
my body was just injecting me with adrenaline shots one after the other.
then i slept like a baby on saturday's dawn. with a bit of drool and all.

i'm falling in love more and more with talented musicians.
youtube is now a frequently visited site for new covers and new talented people on the net.
and i must say few are really talented, since autotuning your voice can make anybody be qualified as a singer. it's difficult but i found my top 3 favourite musically talented people on the net:
- kurt
- alex
- brian
and okay, sam too, but you know, his expressions are well, i appreciate his singing more ;)

oh recently, got my uncle's guitar. the decade old guitar? it's been passed on! to me!
i felt so so so special to hold it in my arms the night dad arrived from phil to pick it up for me.
i shall do my uncle and the guitar proud, i will learn at least 2-3 chords a month! so far, i've added Dm and E into my learnt chord list.

i think i'm in love with lists.
i can list out an alphabetically organised list of people i met and personaly known from A to Z!

me and j are looking for our dream guitars. i really want a cream colour or natural finish rosewood but it costs dearly.. =S but i really want one!

tonight starts the mid-sem study week.

The Crystal Method

Mood: Annoyed

For the past few blogs, I think my mood has always been 'Annoyed'.
I need some Anger Management theraphy sessions.

I am definitely going to miss a certain someone. If I could I'd find most of his qualities in whoever the future me will meet in the future.

Booth just said, 'sweet hololitas'.

This blog post is short.

The Day You Said Goodnight.

Mood: At Ease.

One should make the effort if you want to stay close.
Does everyone have to always cajole, embrace and maybe even reprimand you to make this work?

On a lighter note, I met up with Roycelyn and Jasmine today.
I met Jasmine's classmates. =)
You and the reader both know what that smiley stands for. *grins*

Then went around Novena and had Korean cuisine for dinner.
Me and Roycelyn were given a short culture insight in Korean table manners.
It was awesome, I can pass, Roy can't.
hahaha!

Yes, T.O.P.'s mom, be ready to meet your future daughter-in-law.
And cool! Word play! Coz I'm in law. geddit geddit?

Rice cakes rule!
The rice cake sauce was nice! Not too thin, not too thick. And it was heavy too!
Even though we ordered 3 dishes only.

And as of today, I am of Roy and MinHyuk's production while Jasmine is of Roy and SeulOng's production. Weird but yeah she couldn't make upt her mind. tsk tsk!

I found a sight that has Japanese band's chords. It even has J-Rock songs! Yet Korean Indie songs are so difficult to find! See, it is underrated! I hate it when something awesome is looked past. Have anyone heard of Mate? Mary Story? They're a great band to listen to!

So I should proceed in 'printing' the name Lucifer. I have to prepare for Thursday! =)

Don't Make Me.

Listening to: Norwegian Recycling - How Six Songs Collide
Mood: was annoyed, but Kap cheered me up

somehow I feel like I'm holding an unwanted invention in my arms.
The product of ambitious outlook and rushed work.
But I will love it for helping me learning.

Oh we're living on a prayer

After seeing you for a long time, I realised that it's a sunflower.
It only turns to where the sun is where the heat is.
And you are starting to look like weed.
I want to pull you out from the roots but somehow since I somewhat tended to it, I could not bear to do so.
I do not wish my efforts to be wasted.
Yet I don't want that odd-looking sunflowers there.

So pretty and bright but its attention to the sunlight.


PS: Kap is the name of my guitar. Short for Kaptain. Capital K because mats spell it that way.

random meme

I saw this from yi teng's lj!
Let the fun begin:

A
☠ Available: but not ready to mingle!
☠ Age: is just a number =D
☠ Annoyance: leech, be it human or animal
☠ Allergies: hypoallergenic stuff?
☠ Animal: recently, polar bears because Inoue is one!
☠ Actor: Leonardo DiCaprio, Cillian Murphy, Benicio Del Toro, Bruce Willis, John Travolta, Johnny Depp

B
☠ Beer: makes your breath stink
☠ Birthday/Birthplace: manila, 1603
☠ Best Friends: they hold a special place in my heart
☠ Body part on opposite sex: sexy back! jawline! captivating eyes!
☠ Best feeling in the world: being loved. ^^
☠ Blind or Deaf:none.
☠ Best weather: breeze-y, autumn-like wind
☠ Been in Love: not yet?
☠ Been bitched out?: as in i bitched about someone? or i got bitched about? for the first one: YES and no for the latter.
☠ Been on stage?: yes to receive certs
☠ Believe in yourself?: yes.
☠ Believe in life on other planets: maybe?
☠ Believe in miracles: Yes
☠ Believe in Magic: No, that guy from Breaking the Magician's Code broke my heart. D=
☠ Believe in God: Yes.
☠ Believe in Satan: hmm, temptation is around us...
☠ Believe in Santa: Did, until my dad bluntly told me 5 Christmases ago
☠ Believe in Ghosts/Spirits: yeah
☠ Believe in Evolution: not really?

C
☠ Car: Mini Cooper, like the one in Coffee Price!
☠ Candy: are like drugs
☠ Color: Autumn
☠ Cried in school: yes.
☠ Chocolate/Vanilla: oooh. how about dark choc?
☠ Chinese/Mexican: Chinese food.
☠ Cake or pie: cake!
☠ Countries to visit: 7 wonders of the world please!

D
☠ Day or Night: Both, but can the night be longer? I want to sleep more ^^
☠ Dream vehicle: mini cooper!
☠ Danced: yes
☠ Dance in the rain?: when i was really really young
☠ Dance in the middle of the street?: with my friends =)
☠ Do the splits?: can't.

E
☠ Eggs: Xuan dislikes them, so we sometimes eat them for her.
☠ Eyes: brown
☠ Everyone has: their own quirks to love and hate.
☠ Ever failed a class?: hmmmm........

F
☠ First crush: George Petrie, Grade 4 (HAHAHA!)
☠ Full name: Trizia May Sikat Dela Cruz Puente Yllagan Gatdula Reyes [i'm kidding, the last 4 are my grandparents' surnames]
☠ First thoughts waking up: Must... press... snooze... button... zzzzzz
☠ Food: Home-cooked meals by my Sikat family are the best!

G
☠ Greatest Fear: Loosing someone
☠ Giver or taker: I want to learn how to give more.
☠ Goals: to learn patience
☠ Gum: have to be bought from overseas
☠ Get along with your parents?: yeap
☠ Good luck charms: not really, but I got a crucifix?

H
☠ Hair Color: black. my hair's proud to be a virgin from hair dyes.
☠ Height: as tall as my grandmother
☠ Happy: and you know it clap your hands! *clap clap*
☠ Holidays: I WANT THEM TO BE HERE WHEN I WAKE UP
☠ How do you want to die: not painfully?
☠ Health freak?: not really, jsut conscious coz diabetics and HBP are in my family's history
☠ Hate: is a strong word, i just really really really dislike free-riders

I
☠ (In guys/girls) Eye Color: captivating and soulful
☠ (In guys/girls) Hair Color: just not shocking pink or green
☠ (In guys/girls) Height: Taller than me. Well most guys are taller than me anyway. <-- Bunny wrote this and I second it.
☠ (In guys/girls) Clothing Style: no baggy clothes and fugly slippers
☠ (In guys/girls) Characteristics: cold on the outside, warm on the inside, you get?
☠ Ice Cream: Ben & Jerry's Cookie Dough,
☠ Instrument: Guitar! I want to learn piano (Bunnies, teach me!)

J
☠ Jewelry: my mom and sis supplies me with them
☠ Job: did.

K
☠ Kids: cute but when they start crying and being bratty I can't stand them... =X
☠ Kickboxing or karate: Karate, I saw karate kid when I was young
☠ Keep a journal?: Is keeping a blog.

L
☠ Longest Car Ride: 8 hours from NJ to Florida. major butt aches...
☠ Love: YOU!
☠ Letters: are much more sincere than text/fb/email
☠ Laughed so hard you cried: Just last night!
☠ Love at first sight: believe it or not, women are biologically bulit to be attracted to masculine man more especially during their period. and to answer the qns, not really?

M
☠ Milk flavor: cow flavour?
☠ Movie: Sci-fi, Psychological thrillers, Action
☠ Mooned anyone?: if they star me first.
☠ Marriage: Not now.
☠ Motion sickness?: No.
☠ McD's or BK: Mc. Shaker fries!~

N
☠ Number of Siblings: 3
☠ Number of Piercings: 2
☠ Number: 16

O
☠ Overused Phrases: Ano bayan??!! (=Wth in a milder tone). WTH. crap!
☠ One wish: for people to stop pretending airplanes are shooting stars
☠ One phobia: cuts, gore blood

P
☠ Place you'd like to live: France? the Countryside?
☠ Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi, coke stains.

Q
☠ Quail: eggs are tasty
☠ Questionnaires: are fun when you're bored.

R
☠ Reason to cry: frustration, anger, sadness
☠ Reality T.V.: my life is interesting enough without me having to watch another person's on tv
☠ Radio Station: hmm... not really...
☠ Roll your tongue in a circle?: yes.

S
☠ Song: Narsh - Bbi ri Bba Bba
☠ Shoe size: 6-7
☠ Sushi: idako!
☠ Skipped school: HAHA. YES!
☠ Slept outside: campings at ECP
☠ Seen a dead body?: yes.
☠ Smoked?: eeew. no.
☠ Skinny dipped?: no.
☠ Shower daily?: of course!
☠ Sing well?: i hope so?
☠ In the shower?: not really. I live at the 2nd floor so sound travels and I tried singing once and I heard a passer-by sing along too.
☠ Swear?: Fucking no! hahahahahaha
☠ Stuffed Animals?: I have an army of them. next to my League of Suicidal Fish.
☠ Single/Group dates: I don't know...
☠ Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries!
☠ Scientists need to invent: Star Trek's teleportation device.

T
☠ Time for bed: 1-2am
☠ Thunderstorms: makes the weather cold! I like!
☠ Touch your tongue to your nose?: yuck, maybe a giraffe?

U
☠ Unpredictable: No, I'm random. Two different things.
☠ Under the influence?: of sugar-rush.
☠ Understanding?: Hopefully?

V
☠ Vegetable you hate: Bittergourd and Eggplant
☠ Vegetable you love: Leafy kinds!
☠ Vacation spot: anywhere far from the city!

W
☠ Weakness: Enclosed areas I feel like I got nowhere to run off to.
☠ When you grow up: I want to be a rich tai-tai. HO HO HO!
☠ Which one of your friends acts the most like you: Everyone's unique!
☠ Who makes you laugh the most: Anything funny?
☠ Worst feeling: that the other person didn't put enough effort.
☠ Wanted to be a model?: Nope.
☠ Where do we go when we die: purgatory then we're welcomed 'home'
☠ Worst weather: Humidty
☠ Walk with a book on your head?: Tried once! =D

X
☠ X-Rays: are harmful, that's why you can only take it twice in a year.

Y
☠ Year it is now: 2010
☠ Yellow: is the third color of the rainbow

Z
☠ Zoo animal: Inoue can?
☠ Zodiac sign: Pisces! Peace yo!

Go On and Take a Bow.

Mood: Sickly
Listening to: Take A Bow - Rachel Berry

I don't usually believe in horoscopes because no one can really tell what your future is. And sometimes by reading about that, you will interpret your day as that. get me?

But this month's horoscope talked about: teamwork.
Teamwork will not be your flair for this month. You would feel like flying on your own because you're tired of pulling other's weight. Go on and fly, it may help you identify your potentiality.

^it's cool and not cool at the same time. I truthfully do not know what to make of it because I have been feeling this way since Year 2 started.

Tomorrow I'm going to see a doctor for my runny nose. I'm getting a headache from sniffling in school. Plus, 3/4 of the classrooms I go to are knee-knocking freezing. And Val just got back from recuperating from her flu. As we all know, my immune system welcomes the flu bug and goes on a massive orgy to reproduce and multiply within 4 days max and then, BAM! I'm sick with the flu.
YAY~

Guitar lessons are pushed back a week later. =(

Sometimes, I wish to be stronger. But then, if I were to be stronger because of someone's opinion, wouldn't that mean I've done so to appease that person?
I share the same sentiments as Jasmine. I miss secondary school days. Less competitive atmosphere, but I know I won't be able to succeed if I keep myself stuck in that rut. Like my fish, I have to learn how to adapt and make the journey worthwhile because in the end, I think I won't be looking at how grandly I have succeeded but on how I got to that end, to that point, to that period at the end of a sentence.

Life is a like a song, the melody is set out for us by our parents, friends, and everyone around us but the lyrics we write on our own. We have the choice of writing a tragedy, a comedy, a romance, a drama....

For me.
I'd want it to be a beautiful song that everyone can sing again and again. I'd want it to be the kind of song that my love ones can listen to to uplift their spirits because I wouldn't want them to cry in hearing my song. I want them to laugh and love whenever my song is played out.


It's done.

Mood: Acidic-ly Annoyed
Listening to: Shine Down - Second Chance

If you had done your part, it would not have come down to this.

I lost my Pisces earings!
The kinda that dangles nicely off my ear lobe and it looks cool.
So now only one side of my ear has Pisces hanging off it.

Oh. My dad owes me $150 bucks which is the cost of the YAMAHA guitar that I saw. It's sooooo pretty #%$&-ing nice. It has a brown wood finish and it is uniquely carved. And the fret is radical! (Awesome is getting overused!)

I need. A Capo.

Music and Lyrics is such a chick-flick movie but I liked it a lot. A guy singing for your onstage just melted my chained heart. lol
And I watched The Script perform on UNPLUGGED and i loved it. Everyone was so vocally talented.

Hopefully, no more nightmares for me during afternoon naps. It's horrible!
If I interpret it 'lyrically' it was like You are not meant to get it or it meant You lost your chance.

caught in a bad romance

Mood: Tired but somewhat Elated
Listening to: Glee Cast - Bad Romance

Thank goodness it's not 3/4 Rachel's voice. I mean, I love her voice but puh-lease, there are plenty of other vocal talents in the main cast why not make full use of them? Like Artie for instance? Or that Hispanic Cheerio girl? She's got a good voice too.

I want to join a glee club because I want to dance and sing.

I have a secret.
I want to do a lot of things but my parents tends to scoff at me and say that I won't be able to do it.
I used to take their word for it and give up on my ambitions. But after meeting my friends now, I decided to take my parents' word as a challenge and prove them wrong. I want to show them I can succeed in something not graded with an A or B or C. I don't want to only get approvals after I succeeded in something. Does it seem like they wasted their energy for supporting me in something that I tried but not really succeed in? At least I have tried and learned. I want to show them that I can.


Turquoise.

Mood: Fresh
Listening to: Tae Yang - Wedding Dress

I have a confession to make.
It happened a few weeks before...
I was watching tv when MTV played "Love Song" and Rain came out to dance and he smiled that smile and for a short brief moment I thought he was really really cute.
Anyway, I'm not the only who thinks so too:



Hmmm.
Today, I am starting to like the colour turquoise nowadays. I even bought a pen from MUJI that is in that shade. I am liking it!

Starting this week, the whole of next week is packed and the following week is slowly gettin packed too that I have to make reservations ahead just to go out with Besties. DAMN.
Since when did life revolved around calendars and organisers and schedules?
Ugh, you know what nobody should answer that.

you fweaks.
muahahaha! <--- tiny evil laugh

I want to own a set of minions to do my evil bidding. =D
FLUFFY!

La tortura - la vie de le voyage

Mood: Spanglish
Listening to: Alejandro Sanz - Corazon Partio

^Latin people are sooo sexy.

Pheh. Zach is definitely off the list of guys-to-bring-home-and-introduce-to-your-mother.
She says he's an arrogant prick.
But I thought he was cuuuute,

Yeah, I know, hence the foreword, "I thought".

And. I went for BEAST's autograph session. It was fun!
Met other fans, got shocked by some ugly, ill-mannered old man who should know better than show his daughter how to behave in public and screamed my head off upon seeing THEM.
I must confess I was star-struck upon seeing Jun Hyung since he was the first to get up the stage. The thought, he's drop dead gorgeous, came to mind immediately. And he did the whole show me off the stage politely which I'll forever replay in my head.

Then went for golf lessons number 1 with sis.
The way golfers stand in a squat like manner with your butt sticking out gave my thighs some serious workout. So I managed to hit 60% of the 25 balls at the 50m range. Which I believe was better than expected since I have not been working out much.

Tonight, I had Thai food. I missed eating Thai food. And of course the Thai Iced Tea.
Sa-nook!

I Admit

I like you but it's not obvious
It's not obvious because I have not done anything
I am motionless, I dare not speak, Nothing!
But I'm not shy or stupid.
I just dare not say it to you face to face
I don't look at you, you don't look at me
We just don't say or do anything
And everyday we just ignore each other
But soon after this long post
I would like to say to you face to face
because I know this will only reach the inevitable
And there are only two possibe answers it, yes or no
So I'm here to say that for after this post
Before they start gossiping
I am going to say it before any problem starts
And so for all of you who have hanged on 'til the end . . .


I.
LIKE.

mad men: One Two Five

Mood: un-Talkative
Listening to: Neil Patrick Harris - Dream On (Glee Soundtrack)

^oh, i knew he could definitely hit that high note at the end!

So, I got my wisdom teeth extracted.
The stitch feels 'tight' now and it sometimes bleeds a little when it gets 'stretched'.
Have I grossed you out yet?

Anyway, the crack is still reverberating in my head. It replays everytime I lie down to sleep.
Crack Crack, tooth is gone. Then, zzzzz...

I hope the swelling goes down so I can talk properly. It hinders my pronounciation and I cannot brush properly yet. I hope it goes away soon. ^^ So I can talk well on friday.

ahh...
There's nothing much to blog.

Something Special

Mood: Un-Healthily Bored
Listening to: Hotel City in the b/g

I am bored.
At home, I do nothing but read contract notes, watch tv, eat lunch, summarise contract stuff that I have learnt, watch some more tv, nap, watch yet more tv, eat dinner, wash and clean up, watch tv at night, go online, then finally sleep.

It's so mundane, it is killing the creativity out of me. I tried getting my siblings to play outdoors, but the concrete jungle just sucks the outdoor mood out of us. I kind of miss living in the country, where we can just go outside our front yard, put up the inflatable pool and play. Or play darts outside. Or go over to my grandfather's place to have our afternoon snacks.

So I created this rubber shooter thing with pencil, a paper clip, and a rectangular box. It hits pretty hard I tried it on myself. I shot myself with it on the leg. Helped keep me awake for the rest of the day.

I have finished uploading the photos. I am slow at uploading stuff...

I have a cut on the roof of my mouth. How the heck did that happen?
Sometimes, my awesomeness just amazes the crap out of me.

If You're Happy and You Know It...

Mood: Satisfied
Listening to: Shakira - Objection

the whole family decided to shop today!
and I bought this pretty neat pair of shoes.
I shall wear it like my converse high-cut.

and finally, the tribal committee has voted and have decided...
that the person is going to be voted out!
yes, I will be crying upon his departure.

I got a new phone!
Nokia E72, my long-awaited phone.
I've been wanting it since it came out. haha!
I have a strange attraction for things with buttons.
For dresses, if they have cute buttons, I'd try them on and have to get them.
Oh yes, speaking of dresses!
I bought 2 skirts! I had this sudden chronic disease full on today while shopping. I grabbed everything girl-y and left out the typical stuff that I would usually make a grab for.
My mom went -> o.O? when I tried the clothes out and showed her.
haha!

And my guitar is fixed!
yay! i can finally learn The Only Exception. woots!

I want that NUM bag. I will name it.... Swarley. and if I could find a deep-set purple coloured one, I'd be happy for the rest of the semester.

I look up to the sky...

Mood: In pain of my headache
Listening to: I Made It

my head hurts...

I swear if I get colour coded again on Friday, I will do something about it!
The lectures in the morning were interesting...
Accounting was still fast as usual, which reminds me! I did not manage to copy the answers from Xuan nor did she copy my MBS notes... Ahh, this requires a special meet-up!
I'm so bunny-deprived. (gosh, how freaking wrong does that sound?)
Anyway, with all our schedules being.... our schedules which does not permit us to meet in the hallways, we have all confessed to suffering from bunny-deprivation. (again, it sounds weird)
Currently, we meet during that 2 hours break we have and try to catch up as much as possible.
Thank the Internet, we can chat online and tweet with each other.

Oh yes, I have twitter. Woohoo!

Projects deadlines are quickly eating up our freedom. And they are hungry!
I think I am fussing so much on Family, I keep forgetting about Contract. Ahh, I have to draw up another one of those, calendar thingies to keep me focused.
I dislike drawing that up. I dislike being rigid. It shuts in my random-ness and tweezia-ness it makes me feel all depressed.

Today I received the 'thick hair' comment. haha! And I got them twice in a row. So this is a huge sign that means I have to cut my hair! =)

So the lack of sleep have finally caught up on me and I suffered silently through random headaches until I could not take it I did a loud exclamation in the bus stop and did a double-over.

Oh yes, and I did something embarassing such as standing between the doors of the lift while talking to my classmates to ask where the room is, hindering the other people in the lift to get where they were heading to.


Toi Plus Moi, could it get any simpler? =)

Mood: Energetic yet Constipated
Listening to: Uncle Kracker - Smile

just the thought of you drives me wild
oh you make me smile

when I walk out of my house, I smile at the people in the streets especially if they make eye contact with me. I think Singapore should smile more often. They are all to engross in their newspaper, iPhone, PSP games, etc. It gives me this sense of people being practical which is good but seriously, you do not have to be shy in smiling back to others. I mean a smile is free and it work out only 20 lesser muscles than a frown.

I think Love is Really Blind. The more i try to conjure up his face, the more I see imperfection. But everytime I see him, he is the walking epitome of my eric.

I'm going to miss my godfather! I'm going to miss him so much, I'm going to christen my new set of fish Hermenegildo. And yes, his name manages to be an expensive men's boutique. haha! men and boutique so do not go together.

Hmmm... School life is becoming 'exciting'. There's at least FOUR/ quatre important dates that is circled and highlighted in my calendar as of now. I have deux law textbooks to read but I cannot seem to find time to read it. I tried reading it as a bedtime story but I get nightmares. Weird dreams that cannot seem to be explained nor understood. And sometimes, really really dreams.

I just finished revising francais. Un, duex trois, quatre, cinq, six, sept, huit, neuf, dix. J'ai dix-neuf ans. Il est onze et quart du soir.

Now, I am going to type out learning issues for Fam. Fam = Sham. haha! I think a lot of our facts are Opinions. I'm going to elaborate on Chapter 4 and is in-charge of applying it to our case. (I don't even know why I am blogging about this but Je suis fatiguee that I just might fall asleep on my table. Thank goodness, I could wake up late tomorrow!)

Ah, Je suis faitguee. J'ai sommeil. Bonsoir!

Sundays at Tiffany's

Mood: Sleepy
Listening to: Craig David - Don't Love No More

I could not believe that I am actually feeling sleepy at this time at this day!
Mostly I'd be outside of my room, watching my recorded tv shows but I feel reluctant to do so.
There's a family added in our house for the time being.

Ah well, Singapore's time fly really fast -
snap! they'd be flying back to Manila! snap! I have an OP due the following week!
snap! I have two other projects due that week!
snap! I have presentations to do!
snap! I have mid-terms already?!

Yes, that is how fast Singapore's 24 hours is. It goes by like a fly..

I think I have started to surprise myself. I am already doing notes and mindmaps for core subjects and reading up on textbooks and needed reference books. It makes my life seem pretty dull especially to "the newly added family!" (I have to add an '!' because that's how someone would say it if they saw my 4-room flat and the number of people inside it.)
But I had persuaded myself mentally that if I want to see that single digit there, I have to work hard and start early for it! (big grin) Hence, I have begun my mission!

I remember this little boy who is probably not so little now since little boys grow. It was back in Manila, we used to go to school together and play together, heck if we could go for toilet breaks together we might have but our society is a little prudent for that.
I remember him once telling me that he likes me and I got annoyed and dumped sand on him and kicked over his building blocks.

I Quote, "."

Mood: Tired
Listening to: B.o.B. - Airplanes (ft. Hayley of Paramour)

^ this song is on repeat in my ipod, currently.

It is better to Have Loved than to Not Have Loved At All.

I wish someone would adopt me for the month of May. (my middle name!) I do no think I would be able to stand sharing perimeters. I think if I were Poochi (my beloved dog of 12 years), I would have peed all over my house and especially around my room's door to mark my territory. It sounds disgusting but even dogs know better. And because of this I am taking a leaf out of Lehane's book, Shutter Island:

THE LAW OF 4.
There can only be 4 children at any one time.
There can only be 4 adults at any one time. There can only be 4 differing surnames in the premises at any one time. A father (1) and his children (3) will be counted as one of the 4 as they are of kin.

Je suis de Philippines. I can't be Je suis Philippines. It means I am Philippines. I have to be from the place. My French Tutor, Jerome, reminds me of a mixture between Mr Bock my past freehand drawing and Mr LeFurge, my past violin teacher.

I want to kidnap Ferb for this term.

KAH-RAH-TAY

Mood: Remembering
Watching: MONK - Season 5 ep 10

yellow yellow dirty fellow

oh, the sky was dark and played dirty. It was dark and bright on my way to school. Even P. Bunny told me it was mother father hot this afternoon. And then halfway through Contract lecture... it was pouring! You can even hear the rain from inside LT 19 with the lecturer speaking. It was that hardcore.

I'm going to suffer from a sore throat soon.

Oh yeah. Second day in school. Lecture has a lot of things to be digested. It was like info overload on the first lecture. And frankly, I was bored. But not as bored for the first lecture. The first lecture on Monday... I didn't even put out my table. I just hugged my bag. It was boring. But I must say Ms has a lot of style. She's cool and calm and composed despite the noise. I'm glad she will be teaching us!

Honey Bunny signing off!